muxyikal

im muxy~!
and im stuck!but not matter what ,
gonna be strong, ! <3
ikal was telling me&#160;: everything start from bismillah,zero ,! Allah was an pleasure thing for usstill remember that night, i was been awaken around 530am ,the sound of subur azam&#160;! aku teringat sangat nak cari, sound tu datang dari mana&#160;? i found it from my friend&#8217;s hp! was an alert&#160;! hurm , i holding the phone, and start listening for it from the begining till end&#8222;even was just take time 15 mint,! but i was crying on that time after heart the sound!!!thinking that&#160;? when will i be an better person , i done alot of sim&#160;! will Allah forgiven me? seriously at that time, from the bottom of my heart, kindly sadness! really regret for what i been done! and i promise to myself, i will be strong, i will change! trying to change!!someday~ someday ok~!&lt;3

ikal was telling me : everything start from bismillah,
zero ,! 
Allah was an pleasure thing for us
still remember that night, i was been awaken around 530am ,
the sound of subur azam ! 
aku teringat sangat nak cari, sound tu datang dari mana ? 
i found it from my friend’s hp! was an alert ! hurm , 
i holding the phone, and start listening for it from the begining till end„even was just take time 15 mint,! but i was crying on that time after heart the sound!!!
thinking that ? when will i be an better person , i done alot of sim ! will Allah forgiven me? seriously at that time, from the bottom of my heart, kindly sadness! really regret for what i been done! 
and i promise to myself, i will be strong, i will change! trying to change!!someday~ someday ok~!<3

i love you more than everything!
ngeeee
1 april 2009 - presant&#160;!
ekekeke

i love you more than everything!

ngeeee

1 april 2009 - presant !

ekekeke

5.40am over here~!

still remember last night,

around 1235 am,

the STAR was asking me!

why did i crush with ma EX EX boy , ASJ ,

huhu,

i was answer : i dont know la, i cannot event force ma heart to loving him ,the way he control me, too over hearting me, was making ma heart feel so scariey out of him ok, and one more reason ~

it because, ma heart say that, no matter how many ppl that i been couple,

cant even compare with the STAR that i heart!

maybe the replacement of it, !

but for sure,

aku happy bila dapat kawan balik sama kaw!

kaw dah almost jadi member baik aku meh!

give me alot of motivation , share alot of experience ,

i really appreaciate it k, and macam mana pun,

aku ………………………………..

and sentiasa ok ~

STAR STAR ,u was so sparkly ,

and keep me think positive ,

free my mind!!

star huh?

nigth ,aku nak tidur meh it almosh subur,

bye

tuesday :(

hey guy today was tuesday izit?

at this moment, i cnt even breathe in,

it like , deeply hurt~!

i cannot spoken for what im feeling now,

thank okey!

someday, if no responding for me?

no smile from me?

no heart feeling stuck from me?

dont blame it on me,!!

like?

put it as an fullstop meh?

I NOT STRONG ENOUGH AGAIN :(

HELP!!!!